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kitchen and find her cup out with a tea bag in it。 She would remember that the
books were due at the library and find them all neatly piled up on the hall
table; her library card on top。 Or Jack would take it into his head to wax the
Volkswagen and find Danny already out there; listening to tinny top…forty music
on his crystal radio as he sat on the curb to watch。
Aloud she said; 〃Then why the nightmares now? Why did Tony tell him to lock
the bathroom door?〃
〃I believe its because Tony has outlived his usefulness;〃 Edmonds said。 〃He
was born — Tony; not Danny — at a time when you and your husband were straining to
keep your marriage together。 Your husband was drinking too much。 There was the
incident of the broken arm。 The ominous quiet between you。〃
Ominous quiet; yes; that phrase was the real thing; anyway。 The stiff; tense
meals where the only conversation had been please pass the butter or Danny; eat
the rest of your carrots or may I be excused; please。 The nights when Jack was
gone and she had lain down; dry…eyed; on the couch while Danny watched TV。 The
mornings when she and Jack had stalked around each other like two angry cats
with a quivering; frightened mouse between them。 It all rang true;
(dear God; do old scars ever stop hurting?)
horribly; horribly true。
Edmonds resumed; 〃But things have changed。 You know; schizoid behavior is a
pretty mon thing in children。 Its accepted; because all we adults have this
unspoken agreement that children are lunatics。 They have invisible friends。 They
may go and sit in the closet when theyre depressed; withdrawing from the world。
They attach talismanic importance to a special blanket; or a teddy bear; or a
stuffed tiger。 They suck their thumbs。 When an adult sees things that arent
there; we consider him ready for the rubber room。 When a child says hes seen a
troll in his bedroom or a vampire outside the window; we simply smile
indulgently。 We have a one…sentence explanation that explains the whole range of
such phenomena in children — 〃
〃Hell grow out of it;〃 Jack said。
Edmonds blinked。 〃My very words;〃 he said。 〃Yes。 Now I would guess that Danny
was in a pretty good position to develop a full…fledged psychosis。 Unhappy home
life; a big imagination; the invisible friend who was so real to him that he
nearly became real to you。 Instead of ‘growing out of his childhood